and I'm hanging on the moment of truth...

So... it is what it is, sometimes you just don't want to find out about certain things, and when you do... well, there's no way back.


I just don't know how to express it, I guess finally you should just close your eyes and live the way you want to live, never caring about everybody or everything else. Listening to Ruinen by Montag, everything gets into a new perspective. How can you avoid the hard feelings to someone or something else? probably just sending it to the darkest place in your mind and locking it in there, completely aware that you'll never want to know it or see it again.